My Hidden Gem
- from Sara Deuidicibus
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- Middletown High School North
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Looking in the mirror, there is a lump of coal,
dull, black, hideous to the eye.
Inside my heart is confidence, but also shame.
I blame myself, I always do.
Lustrous gems tell me otherwise.
They say I am beautiful -
it's not enough.
They say I am strong -
it's not enough.
They say I am amazing -
it's not enough.
They say I am loved -
it's not enough, because I don't feel it.
I envy what others have and I don't,
the marvelous glow of sapphire, amber, and peridot,
anything I could ever desire to be, in front of me,
but my carbon-self could never suffice.
But, one day, unlike the rest,
I wondered if it was all just in my head.
Forgetting the blame, the shame, the screams, and the cries,
I listened to the truth inside:
"I am unique, and that is beauty in itself,"
my heart of hold spoke to me.
My passion inside engulfed me in flames -
from all of the heat of my darkest times,
all of the lies in my mind,
and the carbon defining me.
And when I looked into the mirror,
when all was done,
I saw a diamond at long last.