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l still hear her voice in my dreams 

Creating an orchestra in every word she speaks

She was perfect 

See, I've never met someone who made me feel the way she did 

Every breath I took became euphoric

I was stepping on clouds

Sometimes, she made me wonder if heaven was a place you really had to die to get to

'Cause it seemed like I was already there 

Everyday was a blessing

In her arms was a safe haven, never failing to welcome me

I was intoxicated by her love 

But these days I'm left wondering if she ever thinks on me 

If a voice in her head even dares to whisper my name 

If her eyes still light up, when I walk into the room 

If her lips even curl the slightest bit, when she hears my voice

Together we were perfect 

I saw her the other day 

I swear I was a window, 'cause she looked right through me 

My stomach was in knots 

Tears gathered in my throat

I was holding onto the end of my rope

I nearly grabbed her hand to see if her fingerprints matched the ones left on my aching heart 

But I knew her skin would cut me 

Her once gentle touch has become rigid

Harming everything in her way 

She is reckless

She is inconsiderate

Malicious 

Arrogant 

Addictive 

She is absolutely everything I don't need in my life

But still...

To me...

She is perfect